You’re a Good, Good Father.
It’s crazy how much of a routine we get into and when that routine changes or is not what you’re used to, how much of a rut you find yourself in. I tend to be the biggest critic on myself. If I mess up, I tend to get upset.
I always talk about how afraid of change I am. How afraid of commitment I am. My life has been a constant change. That’s something I didn’t realize until recently. The person I am has been ever changing and some of them I attribute to the major changes in my life but I realize I am changing everyday.
Before my Dad passed away, I was living life for me. I was selfish, stubborn and when I wanted something, I wanted it then and not a second later. After, I found myself living for my Mom, making sure she was good. She was my #1. Recently, I’ve realized how much I don’t need to live for anyone but Him. I need to spread His word and His mercy… And everything else will work out according to His plan.
It’s crazy to look back and think about who I was, who I am now and who I hope to be in the future. I’ve honestly been blessed with some of the greatest mentors and inspirations.. And I can only hope that one day in the future I will be able to speak His words of faith and glory to someone who has similar struggles as I do.
I’m still learning and I will never be perfect, but I don’t have to be because there’s nothing that lifts your spirits more than the body of Christ.
Jesus’s love is fierce for YOU.